Today I went to do the MRI test. It is an enjoyable experience actually, except that I was injected a kind of fluid in the mid-way.
In the whole process, pictures in my mind were all happy memories. I thought about what I want to do, what I like and yummy food. I should be happy that I have the choice of what I can imagine. I realized that it is a horrible thing of having nothing in my mind and heart. It's lucky that I have enough things to think.
Although I am still struggling in the world and I know there is a pretty tough road ahead. I have no intention of giving in and choosing something inferior.